Permanent Damage

Downing caffine,
Trying to bring back the spring
In my step, but it´s gone
Permanently.

Exhausted, and, un-naturally so,
Ran dry the normal enegery flow
And the reserves too, they´re gone
Permanently.

Try and fix me, and you´ll see
The life that´s bleeding
Right out of me, is going
Permanently.

It´s not my sleep - that´s just fine
It´s something more, but I cant find
The source, its hiding
Permanently.

My spirit? Could it be?
Is it dying? So slowly
Creeping away, leaving
Permanently?