Deserted

Uprooted from
The safest place
That I have known for all my life
Scared of the road
Dont want to go
But I chose this path
It´s just for me
I want to go, but
It´s just too soon...
I´m not prepared -
What have I done?
Doubts, too late
And never knowing what will be...
Or how this bend in
Life will treat me
I´m scared, I want
To turn back, but I cant
It´s too late for that
What will be will be
Stepping into the dark...
God make me strong
I´m sorry I deserted thee.