Life as it Was

The floodgates are open

And I can no longer hide

From the wave of consequence

The eyes that I´d shut

Beyond my will have been opened

This heart once numbed now screams in pain

And when I ran I hadn’t known

This circle I´d begun

Would end up at the beginning again

Tried to drown my spirituality with things

But those will fade away

Leaving bare the bones of what once was.

Now the demons torment me

In their clutches they have me

Is my life, as it was, now gone forever…?