Puppet´s Strings

Fallen - but yet, all the more
Rotting, dying to the core
Searing souls just left to burn
I paid more pain than what I´d earned.

I feared the fear of mortal kind
I felt the hurt but went on blind
I wanted just as they all want
But now I´ve done and they all taunt.

As if I were worse than all the rest
I did what they´ve all just suppressed.
Lying as if from angel´s wings
Hope´s been strangled on puppet´s strings.

Past the point of no return
Just too late for me to learn
A sin´s a sin, more, once discovered
Had I known I wouldn't have bothered.

Lust let to itself will grow
when what you reap is what you sow
Quizzed on all my deepest fears
Drove me to leave it all in tears

Expectancy driven madly towards
Blood stained hands and twisted chords
Shattered lights fly off the wall
Beings created after the fall.

Failed to grasp what had been tried
Stopped before the moment died
Bled my heart into your hands
Bowed down low to their demands.

Confessed it all without saying a thing
Ran from judgments life would bring
They´ll steal my dreams, foolhardy theft
When nothing else of me is left.

Decipher... If you can.

For outlet alone...
Do not wait for me;
The life and times
Of the criminal at large
Does not revolve around you.

No pressure, no privilege
No pain, no gain;
Find yourself lost
Find yourself a bain.

I will not listen to you.

Silent continuation of a haunting evil...

2 sides to me
Black and white
Day and night
Wrong and right
Fighting, always fighting
Back and forth
Back and forth

Left to my own device
Both prominent at once
Jesus and those devil cunts
Left as a foolish dunce
Fighting, always fighting,
Back and forth
Back and forth

Relying on moods and trust alone
Pushed way too far
Light headed thoughts that leave a scar
Hating eachother and the way things are
Fighting, always fighting,
Back and forth
Back and forth